Gerald Joe Moreno

Yaani Drucker And How Ex-Devotees Attack, Humiliate And Defame Sai Devotees

Posted on: May 19, 2010

Yaani Drucker And How Ex-Devotees Attack, Humiliate And Defame Sai Devotees

From 2003 to the present date: Barry Pittard, Robert Priddy, Asa Samsioe, Reidun Priddy, Elena Hartgering and other Ex-Devotees have systematically, unremittingly and maliciously attacked Yaani Drucker (a devotee of Sathya Sai Baba) although she has never said a single word against any one of them!

Yaani Drucker has silently and courageously endured Ex-Devotee’s mean-spirited attempts to publicly humiliate, defame and ridicule her and her story of RAPE!

Ex-Devotee’s are pseudo-moral hypocrites who continually claim they NEVER attack others and that they are moral, compassionate and ethical individuals who have nothing but sensitivity for sexual abuse victims. Rubbish! Ex-Devotees have created hundreds of webpages attacking Gerald Joe Moreno and have attacked hundreds of Sai Devotees and Non-Devotees alike.

Let us take a look at a sampling of webpages created by Ex-Devotees to attack Yaani Drucker (the following list does not contain attacks from former websites that were online for many years but deleted or changed for various reasons over time):

  • saibaba-x.org.uk/17/drucker.htm
  • saibaba-x.org.uk/18/drucker.htm
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2010/05/12/robert-priddy-on-jaani-drucker-as-sathya-sai-baba-cultist-in-denial/
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2010/03/15/reply-to-yaani-have-truth-will-travel-druckers-request-to-remove-blog-articles/
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2010/03/02/reply-to-claimer-of-spiritual-enlightenment-yaani-drucker-correspondence-part-6/
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2010/02/28/reply-to-claimer-of-spiritual-enlightenment-yaani-drucker-correspondance-part-4-a/
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2010/02/26/reply-to-claimer-of-spiritual-enlightenment-yaani-drucker-correspondence-part-4/
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2010/02/24/reply-to-claimer-of-spiritual-enlightenment-jaani-drucker-correspondence-part-3/
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2010/02/22/reply-to-claimer-of-enlightenment-yaani-drucker-correspondence-part-2/
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2010/02/20/reply-to-claimer-of-enlightenment-yaani-drucker-correspondence-part-1/
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2010/02/08/barry-pittard-replies-to-rape-survivor-jaani-druckers-note-to-him/
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2010/02/16/dangerous-to-rationalize-rape-a-major-sathya-sai-baba-followers-example/
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2010/02/08/barry-pittard-replies-to-rape-survivor-jaani-druckers-note-to-him/
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2009/09/09/will-the-real-professor-alvin-drucker-be-upstanding/
  • barrypittard.wordpress.com/2008/11/09/ex-nasa-scientist-and-wife-test-sathya-sai-babas-grace/
  • robertpriddy.wordpress.com/2010/05/11/jaani-drucker-wild-claims-not-supported-by-her-actions/
  • robertpriddy.wordpress.com/2010/02/23/jaani-drucker-the-ego-misundertood-and-self-nihilation/
  • robertpriddy.wordpress.com/2010/02/21/jaani-drucker-the-truth-open-inquiry-and-truthfulness/
  • saiguru.net/english/articles/106nothingisreal.htm
  • saiguru.net/english/articles/107yaanidruckerandssb.htm
  • home.no.net/anir/Sai/enigma/past.htm
  • rfjvds.dds.nl/ex-baba/engels/articles/elenayaani.html
  • rfjvds.dds.nl/ex-baba/engels/shortnews/barryexnasa.html
  • rfjvds.dds.nl/ex-baba/engels/shortnews/strawberry.html
  • rfjvds.dds.nl/ex-baba/engels/articles/doctrine.html
  • 213.10.134.161/rvdsandt/ex-baba/engels/articles/elenayaani.html
  • 213.10.134.161/rvdsandt/ex-baba/shortnews/barryexnasa.html
  • 213.10.134.161/rvdsandt/ex-baba/engels/shortnews/strawberry.html
  • 213.10.134.161/rvdsandt/ex-baba/engels/articles/doctrine.html
  • exbaba.com/shortnews/yaanidrucker.html
  • exbaba.com/shortnews/strawberry.html
  • exbaba.com/shortnews/doctrine.html
  • exbaba.com/shortnews/barryexnasa.html
  • exbaba.com/shortnews/barryrobertjaani.html
  • exbaba.com/shortnews/barrysurvivor.html
  • 213.10.134.161/ex-baba/engels/shortnews/yaanidrucker.html
  • 213.10.134.161/ex-baba/engels/shortnews/strawberry.html
  • 213.10.134.161/ex-baba/engels/shortnews/doctrine.html
  • 213.10.134.161/ex-baba/engels/shortnews/barryexnasa.html
  • 213.10.134.161/ex-baba/engels/shortnews/barryrobertjaani.html
  • 213.10.134.161/ex-baba/engels/shortnews/barrysurvivor.html

Barry Pittard and Robert Priddy make fun of Sai Devotees and label their spiritual experiences as belonging to the “lunatic fringe” seen in cults, ashrams and new religious movements. Needless to say, Barry Pittard and Robert Priddy adamantly refuse to discuss the lunatic fringe prevalent in the Anti-Sai Movement (especially in relation to Psychic Trance Medium Conny Larsson). When it comes to Sai Devotees and their so-called “lunatic fringe”, Pittard & Priddy revel in ridicule and hate. When it comes to Ex-Devotee’s “lunatic fringe”, Pittard & Priddy revel in suppression, denial and silence.

The following account by Yaani Drucker is her personal story on how a brutal, fearful and violent rape took an unexpected “quantum leap” into self-healing, love and compassion through a transformative spiritual experience she attributed to Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba.

What Is Real And What Is Unreal?

From the unreal, lead me to the real
From darkness, lead me to the light
From death lead me to Immortality

(Talk presented by Yaani Drucker at the United Kingdom Sai Baba retreat, April, 2000, followed by excerpts from Al Drucker’s talk on the same subject)

I would like to share a story with you that is not real, that never happened, and that had no effect on truth. It did however serve me deeply as a wake-up call, as a classroom for discerning that which is real and eternal from that which is unreal and has no power over me. It revealed to me the truth of who I really am.

Fourteen years ago, I had a most intense experience, first incredibly brutal, and now seen as a true spiritual turning point. Up to that moment I had been Sai Baba’s ardent devotee living a simple life as a Montessori teacher, residing by myself, spending 6 months out of every year in India with Baba. Life was beautiful.Then one night everything changed. It was Mahashivaratri in India, the holiest day of the year. I was staying in a Sai Baba center in California. We were scheduled to celebrate with an all-night bhajan the following evening. I was fast asleep in a room adjoining the bhajan hall. It was 3:00 am. It could not have been a more auspicious time or setting.

Suddenly I am jolted into awakening by a threatening voice ordering, “Scream and I’ll kill you.” I feel a knife at my throat, and see a massive menacing figure looming over me. Still groggy I instinctively scream, and to shut me up he pummels me in the face with his fist. I am drenched in blood. He gags me and ties me up and rips my bedclothes off me. In total terror I cry out to Baba to come and save me. Somehow, in my heart of hearts I fully expect Baba to physically appear and dispel this horrendous nightmare that has suddenly overtaken me. Baba did not come. And yet he did. Even while I was being raped, within me all fear and horror of the situation had left. Quite inexplicably I became very calm and to my astonishment discovered an incredible compassion welling up in my heart.

As he was leaving, I managed a muffled, “God bless you.” He hissed back, “God hates me!” and disappeared into the night. I struggled to untie myself and went to get help. The police were called and the man was caught. He had a long criminal history; he had been in and out of jail. And yet, this time something had changed for him. From his jail cell he made a considerable effort to get a message to me. And that message was, “I feel bad about what I did. I’m real sorry I hurt you. Please pray for me.” So, even in that horrible scene God was present and even the rapist was affected. To my surprise, I could muster no anger toward the man. I found myself focusing not on my personal trauma but on the tragedy of the human condition that could lead to such a desperate state.

Although my body was badly beaten and bruised I remember absolutely no pain. Yet, it was not like I wasn’t traumatized or bewildered. I remember walking outside in the night and feeling afraid that somebody might be lurking behind a bush. When anyone entered my room I was startled and jittery, feelings that were completely uncharacteristic for me. In my being I felt tainted and my familiar sense of security, knowing that I was always in the protective hands of the divine, had been badly shaken. My confusion centered entirely on Sai Baba. In my mind, Baba, in whom I had put complete trust and whom I regarded as my savior, had not helped me, though I had desperately called out to him. Why hadn’t he? I kept praying to Baba, imploring him, “Why did you let this happen to me? Please help me to understand.” As I was praying thus, I distinctly heard Sai Baba’s voice gently asking, “What happened to you?” “I was raped, brutalized, robbed, and my very life was threatened” came my response, “and I called out to you, but you did not come!” Again Baba asked, ever so tenderly, “What happened to you?”

Suddenly, I understood. Nothing had happened to me. I remembered one of my favorite passages in the Bhagavad Gita where Krishna taught Arjuna, “You are not this perishable body. You cannot be destroyed by weapons, you cannot be incinerated by fire, you cannot be drowned by water, you cannot be blown away by the raging tempest. You are the indestructible, eternal Atma, the one Self.” Suddenly this mystical pronouncement of Lord Krishna was no longer a conceptual thought but a direct experience for me. My bewilderment, my fears and feelings of abandonment all dissolved in the light of that incredible realization.

Far from failing me and abandoning me, Baba revealed to me the truth of who I am, the immortal Self, and there is nothing in the whole universe that can ever threaten me. I knew myself to be invulnerable, indestructible, eternal. I exploded in joy and exhilaration. What a surprising outcome for such an intense and fearful happening! It turned out to be the quantum leap into the discovery of who I truly am. I am so very grateful. Thank you God!

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As one can see, Yaani Drucker’s faith in Sathya Sai Baba gave her incredible fortitude and composure during an exceedingly difficult situation. So much so, Yaani mustered enough courage to tell her attacker “God Bless You”. Later on, the attacker expressed regret and apologized to Yaani Drucker. Yaani Drucker grieved appropriately about her traumatic ordeal. During her grieving process, Yaani had a spiritual experience & insight that propelled her into a transcendent state of acceptance, forgiveness and self-healing.

Yaani Drucker related her personal experience as she honestly experienced it. Who do Ex-Devotee’s think they are to invalidate and humiliate Yaani Drucker and her spiritual experiences and insights?

Ex-Devotees are quick to misrepresent and twist the facts pertaining to Yaani Drucker’s story and systematically, unremittingly and maliciously attempt to publicly humiliate her and her story of rape. Unconscionable! Of course, Ex-Devotees have publicly attempted to humiliate Gerald Joe Moreno with falsified and fraudulent sexual molestation libels (whose refutations can be found on this page).

Barry Pittard is a malicious propagator of Robert Priddy’s falsified and fraudulent “sexual molestation” libels against Gerald Joe Moreno. Barry Pittard also endorses and allies himself with Reinier van der Sandt, the ExBaba webmaster who has libeled Gerald Joe Moreno as being sexually abused by Sathya Sai Baba. If Barry Pittard, Robert Priddy, Reinier van de Sandt and the ExBaba Domain endorse, publish and disperse falsified and fraudulent “sexual molestation” libels against Gerald Joe Moreno, what other falsified and fraudulent “sexual molestation” libels are they peddling on their Anti-Baba websites and Anti-Baba blog against Sathya Sai Baba?

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